July 28, 2010

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Just got home from the movies with him.

The end of the conversation wasn’t so great.
He said he can’t have sex w/o getting “involved.”
I told him that I do get attached also. (and he replied back with “really?”

However, he said that I can give him a bj anytime though.
He does get jealous when I go out. But he understands that I need to.

He cares about me that he wants me to be in control of my emotions. 
He doesn’t want me to be hurt.

I realize that situation that we are in.
I realized it from not even day one. From day like… -25. Lol.
He said we would talk about it more later.

I believe that we need to get past this obstacle.
I need him to realize that I know that he won’t hurt me because he understands the depth of it. Since he understands the depth of it and expresses that to me, that is a plus.

His son is in town tomorrow.
So him and I cannot hang for the week.
These were the last lines::
He did say, “Unless you want to do the both of us.” and i said.. “no.. just you. sorry.” [lol] and he said, “no it’s okay, i don’t like to share.”

“crazy bitch” by buckcherry.