1.1.11
It’s 1.1.11
Fancy that!
This year Looks SO GRAND.
Cannot wait to see what happens.
I am getting old. [I turn 22.]
My dog turns 7.
My puppy turns 1.
GEES. I need to seriously get on the financial boat and soar with my education.
It’s 1.1.11
Fancy that!
This year Looks SO GRAND.
Cannot wait to see what happens.
I am getting old. [I turn 22.]
My dog turns 7.
My puppy turns 1.
GEES. I need to seriously get on the financial boat and soar with my education.
Purchased my dad a 32 inch tv for christmas. Got my mom a new mixer.
It was expensive, but I am afloat.
Although I am only getting four hours the first week of the year.
I am attending bartending school that week anyways. Hopefully something comes out of that.
Will be starting Metro next month.
Started a notebook that contains all of my thoughts about couple’s and the ideas that I want to later explore for my future book.
Right now I feel like that I am sort of having a mania. I think it’s because I am excited for the gifts I bought my parents. They better like them! lol
They will.
Still going great. Going strong. Doing self-discovery a lot more.
Much happier these days than I was last year. Thankfully I am happy.
<3.
Things are going GREAT.
Attending bartending classes in January.
Getting my AA in psychology in December.
Start classes at Metro for my BA in January.
Still Working At Kohl’s Though.
Other than that, THINGS ARE FAB!
Went to Elitches with Tiffany and Scott yesterday.
Got severely dehydrated: but was fun.
Today/tonight is Friday.
I thought him and another guy were going to go out this Friday night.
obviously not.
No calls. Nothing. No response. Nothing.
there is still more time in the night. it’s only 5:17. so who knows.
meh.
hope i didn’t ruin anything by calling him…
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we’ll find out, now won’t we.
Tip:
be persistant.
be on top of it.
don’t let it get you down.
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Just got home from the movies with him.
The end of the conversation wasn’t so great.
He said he can’t have sex w/o getting “involved.”
I told him that I do get attached also. (and he replied back with “really?”
However, he said that I can give him a bj anytime though.
He does get jealous when I go out. But he understands that I need to.
He cares about me that he wants me to be in control of my emotions.
He doesn’t want me to be hurt.
I realize that situation that we are in.
I realized it from not even day one. From day like… -25. Lol.
He said we would talk about it more later.
I believe that we need to get past this obstacle.
I need him to realize that I know that he won’t hurt me because he understands the depth of it. Since he understands the depth of it and expresses that to me, that is a plus.
His son is in town tomorrow.
So him and I cannot hang for the week.
These were the last lines::
He did say, “Unless you want to do the both of us.” and i said.. “no.. just you. sorry.” [lol] and he said, “no it’s okay, i don’t like to share.”
“crazy bitch” by buckcherry.
Applied for the admin job at Kohls.
I am a little tipsy.
Got off the phone with “him.”
He is well :]
Very nice.
Very Cute.
Very informative.
CAnnot wait to be w/ him.
Couldn’t sleep at all last night.
Saw him at work :]
Very pleasant.
Just got off the phone with him.
I have concluded that he is in my life in order to get me to grow up.
It’s a slow process.
But, I think he has been doing it well. Tipping me. instructing me.
I don’t feel so hot this morning. At 1:58Am.
Cannot sleep.
Emotionally Ill.
Emotionally Distressed.
Feel terrible emotionally.
The problem is that I bottle up myself a lot.
He said it was okay.
It’s healthy.
I asked him if I could tell him anything, he said : “Almost anything.”
I need to over-analyze that.
Had a nice day. But extreme emotional breakdown in front of him :[
I feel bad.
But he said it was okay.
The party on Friday night WAS THE BEST EVER.
I had a great birthday!
Esp. since I got to hang with my man. :]
lol.
Totally.
I love drinking.
Flashing [him.]
Making out with him.
SO AMAZING!!!
I wonder what the future has in store.
I just have to remember this:
be Patient. Concentrate on the NOW! Fantasize when sleeping.
I am 21 today.
Had my first legal drink with my father :]
It was a margarita.
With tequila.
Let me tell you. It’s a doosy, esp when you drink it after you feel ill.
I also got Tarot cards for my birthday from my mother. and also some clothes.
PARTY tomorrow night at Wrigley’s.
Birthday in two days.
Has a great fun sexy night.
Tired.
Have to work for the next five days.
Still tired.
A bit hungry.
Waiting for the dryer to end it’s cycle.
Will be 21 in about 6 days.
SCARY.
